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It's been a short week but it feels really long. Not that i'm super tired, but I guess, it's the way things sum up at this stage of work and life. =)

It's almost 2am, and I'm loading up an episode of bones to watch online and my mind starts thinking about things that have been passing through my mind and some of the struggles I face. I thought about God in the lift today. Hah...funny location, and my lift only travels 4 levels. but it felt long enough. There was an element of disbelief that things are working out this way. Is it possible? It left me momentarily concerned that such a thought could go through my mind.

Thinking back about that moment, i'm actually amused. And this amusement is actually a relief! ironic ain't it?

I'm amused because the 'disbelief' i felt still showed that I DO actually believe in some fundamentals. Hahaha...means He's still not far from me...

And now as I waited for the video to load, I remembered how to look at such challenges. Trials. They come in all forms and methods, and ways. It's easy to forget how easily it can be disguised. Not that extra effort was taken to disguise it. But that we're not given a different perspective. =)

Ah well, things may not be so bad after all. A different perspective. A new level of faith? -- Maybe.

though I feel far from it now...hahaha...

I had sometime today...like always, to muck around the office abit to relax. I went to ge's room, took her cushion and walked around the office, hugging it..hahaha....=) I had just heard from boss that she could be extending her trip. =) I knew she'd been trying to do it...so was happy she managed to do so...=D

Conflicting feelings in it's basic form --> me wished she was around, but me want her to be in melbourne too!!!! God...can make two? hehehe...LOL! Hmmm....no no...*shake head*...I take that back...one is the best. =) There can only be one...=)

Revelation....One is precious only if there is one... =) true mah..hee...

Hearing how happy she is there, I could only want for her to extend her stay. I told boss I support her extension! hahaha...he looked surprised.. heh...

Anyway, in the end she can't due to costs...haiz...ah well.. let's all look miserable together --> =(

Ok, feels relieveing it's a friday night...and my bones episode is loaded...time to go watch!