Wednesday 20 July 2011

Just watched...

months ago, i watch Toy Story 3 the movie. Finally got around watching it, coz I guess, I was afraid it would not be as good as the previous ones, and since it was to be the last, I didn't want to leave a bad memory on 'heart' behind Toy Story.

The final scene left me crying in my room, minutes into the end credits. =')

It's lovely.

I just found it online again and rewatched it.

And I still cry.

Pixar is amazing. They managed to capture NOTHING ABOUT THE FACT...that it's about the characters or whether you're a fan of toy story...or even whether you knwo the story or not.

It captured your childhood. As long as you were a child with imagination and 'play time'....you would completely feel for the final 5 mins.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z2vr0M7jhRk

Over 3 movies, Andy the owner of the toys has grown up and going to college and even though he's older, a part of him is sentimetal and remembers the joy these toys had broought to his life, even though now he has to move on.

I CRIED AGAIN>...LOL

I'm a hopeless but happy sop. =)

Friday 8 July 2011

I took some action since my last post the net day. After a talk that decided on a form of confrontation. It was not what I hoped it would be...but other ways were just too unacceptable for me.

It was a happier day, not coz of the talk...but that there was no need to have to tolerate for several hours and spoiling my mood. It is sad it has reached this stage...but deep in me, I know it is a point of no return on some levels. Can't be entrusted.

However I awoke this morning and since yesterday's realisation that it's a point of no return, I also decided to give another week or more time. But a very reserved time. ie. deciding that there is nothing worth going for anymore and will not deserve anythg more than the cold way it has been treated.

Today is boss' beeday. =) I think the celebration went awesome. simple but fun and got all involved. Hope he likes the purple ipad cover. Thank god i don't own one...else I'd probably have a hard time parting with it! LOL.

Boss loves purple....correction..royal purple...so we filled a box of purple gifts for him..hahah..we made him way a birthday boy hat too..hee...=)

Too bad no time to upload the photo. heh...

Another time ya!

He's a great towkay. Who can cause pain, and joy...hahaha...=)

Wednesday 6 July 2011

It's 4am....

Am glad class 95 after so many years hasn't changed and still provides the right solace for so many many years...

Radio is a friend. Music tells you how old you are in a good way....

You realise that so many times in life you are up at this time with the radio on...at so many junctures of your life...

As you get older, you grow wiser and know it will pass with unlike the earlier dispair that you would entrnech yourself in your much younger youth...when it seems there is no way out.

If only the wisdom takes away the emotions ...and not exercise heart conditioning...

Friday 1 July 2011

Wow....

has it been that long since I last put up a post/ comment?...hmmm...i don't think there is any particular reason, just probably uninspired.

Unfortunaly I had no where else to go except here to complain...I am angry...no...angry seems abit harsh at this very moment..however i am very pissed. Pissed enough to pick a fight if I wanted to.

Sick and tired of selfishness, childishness and the like.

The emotional drain on this is getting worse and I wish in all wishes that I could choose not to give a damn about it.

I am very aware of my emotions and know that my patience has worn thin. It's reaching a bloody month for goodness sake.

People haev remarked before that I'm patient accomodating...balh blah blah...however...therein lies the danger where it builds up. And i move from calm to violent with no in between. Things tend to break and I'll be glad to undust my dictionary of epithets.

I learned of this in sperate incidents of injuring my hand, breaking a door and table.

I seriously wish I can be equally selfish.

What a F***** hyprocrite.

Only two words seem to come up these days, hyprocite and selfish.

Sigh...the thing that makes me pissed more than the aspect of selfish and F*** hyprocrite...is that I feel like shit for wasting my emotions and energy being pissed...when ultimately it was caused by a selfish shit and f**** hypocrite...

U can see that I'm refraining from using words from the 'dictionary'...If I start...I fear I can't stop.

I presently jsut want to walk away.