It's 5.03am...

I just sent off amendments to one auditor for one big project while I HOPE and PRAY, HOPE and PRAY...that the last one for a smaller programme that was completed this afternoon will be accepted by the other auditors smoothly with no more additional requests....i beg and plead of you...

For my dear auditor friends, you all know how much i hate audits...so I have clarified before..that when i say i hate auditors, it is directed specifically to the auditor that i'm working with...coz they make my life absolutely MISERABLE and PAINFUL...I just need the visual to help me mentally stranggle the image...ARGH!!!...so dun take offence...I love you all...=)...i just hate auditors...grrrr...

Sigh...this big one is a headache...there are so many unknowns, it's literally fighting air...I JUST HOPE AND PRAY again please please please i beg of you...no more pain and just get it through!!! by this week...I really really need it by this week....Else,I'd just die in a teary heap...

Come to think of it, tomorrow i need to request for two more audits for another two programmes...sigh..

Can i drop everything and do the audits?...wait long ah...the only time it will ever happen is if the rapture has taken place k...

Another proposed alternative is just to terminate my life...haiz...but I'll have to deal with hell after that and have kopi with Mr S A Tan....

resigning is not an option...coz you still have notice period...more suffering time...

In conclusion, rapture could be the only option...HAHAHA...

Sorry...I'm going crazy..coz everytime I sleep/ nap the past 3 weeks i'm dreaming about work..even work that is not mine OR I'm doing some stupid planning or chasing for somethign to be done...

So even if I work until I'm dead tired..i'm still working after that...

OH...AND GUESS WHAT...my foot is aching again...wooohoooo...so what's causing it eh?...food?...nopes, it's lack of good sleep for one...

Hmmm...so why am i surprised it's aching again...when i can't even do much...

sent out another 3 more e-mails...hmm..haiz..forget it...

5.33am...okie...tired enough..I can move into adeeper state of delirium....thank god my meetings are in the afternoon...thank god the painkillers are working on my foot (avoided it best I could, but I can't even put it on the floor)...thank god for friendships...thank god for his grace...thank god for his mercy...thank god for his love...thank god i dont' need to understand it all as long as he's in charge...