First...

....dont' ask me why I'm awake at this insane hour...sheesh...later sure ahev trouble waking up..

just now ge talked about studying, and i realsied that i'm adversed to studying again. Hahaha...I never thought of myself as such. Always thought I'd go study some further somehow. Maybe it's been too long. Or just the pessimissm took over. Whatever happened to the joy of doing something different, amazement of discovery, realiseing new potentials, having only to worry about friends, relationships, projects, eating and sleeping...

Wait a min...that's provided you're doing it full time with a fairy god mother sponsoring all expenses! hahaha...

Having Blooie made a diff, his basics wiped out several things. Though many can argue that i can sell him anytime lah. But he definitely had a bite outta my potential savings.

So...being in "productive and please while you're balancing work-life- take part time courses to skill up- and have 3 kids if you can afford it" dear country called Singapore.......We can all do the above right..

True, it's defintely possible and have seen mothers with job, and commitments do it. With much tears actually. And let's be truly honest. Not top honours success all the time.

Apart from bearing the consequences...i just don't like studying...grrr..sniff, my studying joy ended when i was in Pri 3...Hahahaha...k lah, have to admit, i did like physics alot in sec 3 and 4. Aiyooo, the thought of having to deal with slackers in any team projects just make me shudder. Remember the caboodle of them in Uni!!!

=)

Now govt giving moolah to subsidise courses leh...esp for my case got good chance for decent courses. Haiz..so shoudl really think about it lor. All the above is flesh talking lah. Realistically, soon you throw a stone you hit a MBA holder. Already it's the case for degrees.

Mmm...can't imagine..3 days a week, 7.30pm to 10.30 pm in class, maybe saturday in class too. All other free days to do projects/ research. Using annual leave to take exams. Oh, and still need to study for exams...dui...gosh...probably need to retake modules if fail also right...ARGH....

Already met many who've put their part time studies on hold, coz not getting anywhere. Quick quick...where are those freaking sucess stories!!! hahaha...

you think too much lah...*slaps self*

Whoever reads this has rights to slap me awake. hahaha